bye bye milk~~ i'll miss you!!!!!!!~ I LOVE YA FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~ (heh heh go ShowBiz find him..)

but this blogskin is UGLY!ugly ugly ugly!!!!!! yuck...plus.. the person who made it really damn boliaoz la.. haha eh people... just REN til 18 Nov la~ haha...
but i like princess jasmine!~ (though ariel's my fave)haha..

i really don't wan to think anymore.. i don't want to try to make you talk to me either... i'm not stupid k.. you're like totally ignoring me la.. furthermore, everything i say would come out wrong..

i love you so much...

hey~ anyone can tell me when's machi_sg's anniversary?~sad lor.. all no talk liaoz...

I must be going crazy!! It's all Jia's fault... I had a dream last night about probability....Really siao liaoz... Whole day do maths, going mad le... and i dreamt of that person too = = grrrrr...

Not going to school today... staying at home to study..

damn shit la... you think i really like you arh..... it's only because of our looks k... plus you're a girl la... dammit whole day act zhuai...

Ok... fa xie liaoz... That's all i have to say. Case closed... just hope that you guys will STOP calling my name everytime she's around. Thank you.
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Sometimes I don't know if I'm stupid or what... I'd do stupid things I'd regret later. I wonder if i have a brain at all... ( fine..nessa's gonna say something.. good thing i nv change the blogskin yet so she still refuses to tag) But actually, i don't care anymore. It's not like you don't know liaoz...

But i realised the more you know about me the more you won't like me le...tsk..like today la...
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Went for lunch with jik, u-nice and jia today~:) It was FUN!~~ haha especially the ice cream part...haha... You guys rockz!!! So glad that I got to know you.. Hey~ maybe not all younger juniors are that bad~:P

Shake it mama shake it!~ SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG ROX!~wooooooo

Haha remember Jia kept laughing for no reason after eating the ice cream.... Weird.. (*SCREAM!!!!!!!* A BEETLE LANDED ON MY HAND) can get high by eating ice cream one...

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I like Nessa~ She rox!~ Thank you!!! REALLY!!!!!!! I think you're more important than the job la... Wah lao... Love ya!!!*proves it* wahahaha
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I realised that i have become fat *pinches fats*.
I am not going to eat so much anymore!!!! REMIND ME!!!!!!!! YUCK YUCK YUCK!!!! DISGUSTING FATS... Nah.. I'm not gonna become anorexic...or bulimic... NO CHOCOLATES AND NO CARBO AND NO OIL!!!!
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Also... I haven't studied much... die... I'm such a lazy pig... die la... if i don't study alot of ppl will get angry at me.....

sch's officially ended for the sec fours... but i still went back today to study...
why is it only when you're gonna lose something then you start to treasure it?
human's are strange..
actually i dun miss nanyang...just the people..
strange it's only these few weeks that i got to know many of my classmate better..

and i realised that i'm not as appalled by gays and les as much as i used to le..
i'm numb liaoz..
saw too much of that..
haha even when my guy friend told me he has a boyfriend i wasn't shocked or anything..haha
and today i just know that he cross-dresses...my reaction?..."cool.." i'm mad i guess...
hey!!! but he looks pretty in that photo!damn...


i have so many things to say to you...but sometimes the words just wouldn't come out... they just remain in my heart and keeps accumulating...tsk... and i still can't get them across...
and i just realised that day how different we think.. how different we are...it didn't bother me in the past but now it scares me...coz i was angry at you that day... really mad... coz you wouldn't listen... you think everything you said was right....sometimes it wouldn't hurt to listen to what others have to say right....you're so... stubborn...
i hate the way you're hurting yourself.... alcohol and cigs dun solve your problems... those are not what a strong person turn to when they are upset...(and cutting oneself-this i will try to remember)
but really... you're really special... you haf what it takes to be a success...
you're a special friend too~^^ i really like talking to you coz no one else talk to me about those stuff... :)

i understand now..
i'm going to let go again..
i don't know what will happen next..
but i guess i can only accept whatever comes my way..
i still love you too..
that's why i can let u go..

i want to give myself the best actress of the year award.. can't believe i'm so li hai in acting like nothing happened.. or maybe the best liar of the year award..
actually it's ok la.. got some supportive friends around me..:)
though speaking about friends, i must say i am kinda pissed with a few this week.. and sometimes i dun even know what i am pissed at them about..
i dun like her lor! really.. but say also no use as if ppl will believe.. coz people WANT to believe that i like her coz they think it's something scandelous they can talk about ..whatever lo.. i mean it is ridiculous lor.. how can i, leow ying jie like another girl..