You are a Mermaid, who sits on a rock in
the sea, looking and watching all humanity with
curiosity in your eyes. You have a two-sided
personality! On one hand, you revel in your
freedom and often prefer to live in your own
private dreams.

On the other hand, humanity
intrigues you and you love watching on. You are
actually very kind at heart, hating to see
people hurt and despise injustice! You probably
have one or two special friends, who mean the
world to you!

Also; you are probably quite
political, wanting to see justice done in the
world.

You are quite the dreamer, needing
freedom and personal space to dream your little
dreams. You love to escape into a book or some
good music and just drift away.

Some of your
good points are that you are sensitive,
compassionate and a freethinker. Your bad
points are that you may come across as cool and
aloof to others and probably have a tendency to
depression!

You are the ultimate dreamer with
a kind, but troubled heart!

Are you a Princess, Enchantress, Faerie, Mermaid or Toad? (with pictures!)

YESSSSS!!!!!yay!!! my fave!

i want nicky's cd!!!!! i nv hear the songs b4! i want to hearrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nicky leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! nickyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! the used to be cute but now is handsome nickyyyyy!~~~~~ hahaha.. nicest,smiliest nicky!!anyone got da links?i wanna hearrrrr.....i wanna buy his cd......

i told myself "be strong"...then i let go...knowing that you may never come back...yet i believe...i believe..

hmm.. sitting in front of the comp with the whole carton of milk(haha not really la.. left 1/10), listening to energy's 2nd cd..wu xie ke ji,playing duo ai wo yi tian and typing this..
*drink finish liaoz*:) got milk moustache haha...since i young i have always liked to drink milk..except powder one..then when i got to know that energy haf one guy called milk..and from then on i love milk!!!hahaha..then always make my dad buy..
oh man.. why am i talking about this.. haha so bo liaoz...

i cannot find my literature guidebook!!!!!!!!!!!!!! die.. need it so do hw..maybe it's in school..

10 days left to mid years.. i am such a freakin slacker.. i want to study de..but i just can't make myself study..every time i open the book then i don't feel like studying..

just feel like writing my stupid song lyrics whole day.. just think.........think.........think....
suddenly want to write a song.........no...many songs........haha but.....they'll be secret.. only i can see:P why? coz will be lousy and you guys will laugh..

*click click boom!*-playing..
oh shoot! mom's back!!!! 881!

hey..anyone know david tao's that song the title?:( the one always play on tv mobile one..

wo zhi hao ba wo xiang shuo de hua dou fang zai xin li
yin wei wo zhi xiang yao ni kai xin
wo zhi dao wo hui xin ku ye hui nan guo
dan wo shen me dou yuan yi
bu zai hu kuang feng bao yu
bu guan ni zai na li..

ya.. i know.. sly sim.. dun like him.. but i like this song...ok.. i like the lyrics

...grow up..later go drink grow lo..

we love grow we love grow
so tall so smart i drink grow delicious creamy grow grow grow
we love grow we love grow!!!(forgot how to sing)

wtf..this is my blog i can be as childish as i want..
lalalalalalalalalala!~~~~~~~~~~
i dunno who u r and i dunno u know me or not..
if u know me, just come to my face and show me who u are..then tell me to my face to "grow up".. you just make me think u are chicken and dun dare tell me who u r..got what problem with me, come tell me to my face..
and if u happen to be someone close to me and u do this kinda thing, well, i'm real disappointed in u...nothing more to say..
well, if u dunno me and just happen to come here to dao luan, well, fuck off.. i dun haf time for rubbish like u..

haha ness.. i still feel bad..poor marimo..
ham miss meh..

people! remember to buy nicky lee's album once it is sold here.. hope he dun come to promote during my mid years...

today will study for physics test tomorrow~but sure get one digit.. haf 8 chapters to study lo!in one night.. die..
then tomorrow have napfa 2.4km first period p.e. then immediately after that have physics test.. bian tai.. they really bian tai...

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to kenny!
happy birthday to you!!!!(forgot to sing yesterday)

hmmm.. whose b'day next leh.. huh?!!~~~~:)dunno who one month ago already reminding ppl le..hahaha
hey.. will there be a chance of a machi_sg meeting?as in.. FULL machi_sg..i think the last time was doggie's birthday..(and i dun even know doggie still remember us not)and is like two years ago... (aiyo ness! full machi_sg i tot got doggie ma...)
nessa....... i know you for as long as i started liking energy leh! on same day summore!october 2002!!!!!!wow!

ok..i cannot study liaoz.. really.. i am very very very disturbed..:P
why three letters can make me so jumpy i dunno..
if u are ppl trying to be someone u are not, go get a life..i really dun appretiate u disturbing me when i studying for chinese test tml..and DON'T LAUGH!!!!!! if u say out who u are hor, i dun mind laughing with u le.. coz it is indeed very funny.. my reaction very funny..(just ask nesS) then hor, can thank u coz it is the first time nessa say i am her idol..
if u are kenneth..well.. what i want to say already say liaoz..if ur scared of me now.. hahahahahaha... i dun gif a damn anymore..coz i can't do anything also ma..
if u are kenny chou, ..........ok.. tonight i can celebrate already.. really.. go buy cake and champagne lo.. then i will brag to all the machi fans kennychou come my blog.. then shir will be like "aaaaarhhhhhh not fair.....so good.." ness will be like "dots..." and i would be like "YAY YAY YAY!! kenny come my blog nv go other fans one.. and he typed two dots..!" arh!!!!!

i really cannot study liaoz..
this is so diu lian...
nessa....................why u tell me..... u shouldn't tell me......then i will be happily studying for my chinese test tomorrow...
the marimo.............dried up......I AM SO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SORRY SORRY SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i still haf it's body here.. nv throw away...i will keep it de ok?sorry la............. i know it's like $15...:( and is b'day pressie from u........i also very sad it died.....

ok..gan!!!!!!!!!GANGANGAN!!!!
i dunno who the heck is tt.. suddenly my blog is so not safe anymore..
ok.. i was writing stupid things..
who is ken? kenneth?kenny?(IF ONLY IS KENNY CHOU!!!!!!!!!!!OH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE UUUUUUUU!!!!!KENNY BUNNY) or some ppl pretending to be who he/she isn't i dun care..
ya i like kenneth.. like ppl got wrong arh.. dun waste my tagboard space with two stupid dots...
want to tag, tag more la..
ok.. i dun care.. this is my blog i write as much shit here as i want..
i'm not going to change it...
i will continue to write stupid things here for my nessa and shir and wy and shane and mehmeh to see...

this week is such a busy week!!!!!
today got cca(I NV START TML'S TEST'S REVISION YET!)
tomorrow hcl test..after sch go cip at some old people's hospital..(HOW TO STUDY FOR TEST?!?!?!?!)
thursday physics test and napfa 2.4..

i am really very tired le..
this morning cannot wake up..so almost late..

i'm not going to be k-crazy anymore
really.. i dunno la.. dunno him at all..

last night was the first time i listened to my radio since half a year ago.. dunno why suddenly want to listen..haha .. why 93.3fm the night show is that irritating peifen?not nice anymore..
hmmm... but i heard wu ding.. so nice.. haha then today sing in class with zhuojing again.. hahaha

i'm soooooooooooooooooo tired and stressed i want to cry.. you can say i always nv study stressed for what? true la.. but study in not the only thing going on in our lives k..

oh.. i forgot to say yesterday.. there was a cat ain the park.... tormenting me.. it kept walking around my area while i was eating.. oh yuck...I DO NOT LIKE CATS! I DO NOT LIKE STRAYS!!!!i only like hello kitty and cartoon cats that are cute..i prefer dogs like inuyasha(who isn't really a dog..) hahaha actually i am super afraid of animals.. coz what if they shit on you?and what if they shit on the ground and u nv see and step on it? or what if the chicks at the zoo pecks on your hand when u hold it.. then you feel so pain that you forgot that it is a living thing and threw it on the floor and it died?!!!!!!!! OH NOO!!!!!! that's so horrible lo! or what if u haf a pet and it died.. THAT'S WORSE!!!!! MY marimo died.. (i am so sorry ness!!!) and i was upset for one week+a few more days..what would happen if a pet died?! wah lao.. i will cry like mad la.. not long ago i had this dream that some one gave me a kitten(of all animals i dunno why i got a kitten) and it is.....ok la.. abit cute.. then in my dream i forget to feed it like for two days..then it is in a box la.. then when i take the box out i see it so skinny.. then i was like sooooooooooooooo scared.... what if it died?!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot stand the thought lo! then i fed it.. then for another fewdays i nv feed it.. then the dream ended with me dunno what to do.. should look in the box not.. or ask my sis look.. coz i dun dare.. i really dun dare.. i also dunno why i haf such a stupid dream la!.. but it shows how irresponsible i am so i should nv keep a pet! i know how irresponsible i am...tsk..likehow i should be studying for my exams and i am like here.. blogging about stupid dreams..but really.. the thought of having some animal die coz i am irresponsible really scares me.. I AM WIERD!!!!!!WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT THIS?!?!?!?!dunno y i care so much about animals when i can intentionally go and hurt someone harmless.. like how i shouted evil,cruel things at this FREAK in sec2.. there.. see... i am mean.. i don't really care about people's feelings... i don't know why i am like that.. the people i really care about.. count up to...... less then 50?haha you people should be honoured that i care about u...coz u people are very rare.. only less then 50 are entitled to be cared by me you know...and yet some people just won't know............
haha want me name some of the "u people"?haha better not.. u know who you guys are..(if u dunno can come ask me secretly)hahaha

just finished one eng functional writing..chinese summary...chinese compre..

^^ i love candy floss!!!!!!!!!!~~
better if there's someone special to share it with...:(

haha wadeva..

just came back from ponggol park with my fam.. had picnic..all my sis's good idea.. they went cycling and running.. siaoz... i just sat besde the pond and talk on the phone with yiwei.. hahaha heng she called.. and at the right time too.. then i not so bored.. haha.. actually the park isn't that bad.. except for the cat there.. there wasn't even any mosquitos!then looking at the water surface.. feel very calm and tranquil.. but then i begin to imagine stupid things like what if a huge monster hand come out from the murky waters and grab my leg.... coz i was sitting with my legs dangling over the water.. haha then later when the sky start to darken, i feel got warm breeze leh.. then i begin to think about the on shore and off shore breeze we learnt last year in physical geog.. = = lame lo...

hmm.. there is a pasirmalam downstairs.. can go buy condy floss!~~~~

haha i imagining strange things again... candy floss land... fluffy cotton candy bunnies everywhere.. hopping on cotton candy fields.. pastel colours..pink and blue and green~~~~~~~ then there are cotton candy hearts.. hahah so cute.. then i go hug the cute little cotton candy bunnies.. so cute...... and i am not afraid of them coz they won't shit on me...:) YAY! then i can eat cotton candy...so sweet and soft...just like.... just like.... cotton candy??hahahaha then there's this cotton candy angel...who is soooooooo cute... haiz.....
i'm so lonely on cotton candy land:(

oh no.. i am so crappy...

you know why i don't like animals?or why i am so afraid of them? hahahahah today i told yiwei i was afraid of holding those cute little chicks at the zoo...coz i am afraid that they will shit on me... hahahha then she say i loser...:P haha dunno why also..i just scared.... i mean.... SAI LO!!!!! who would want sai on them?!?!??! so even if i really think an animal is cute i also scared... scared of sai... hahahahahaha
ok.. why am i talking about this?must be trying to get my mind of something...HAiz....

dunno what to write about..
but still post for the sake of posting..
my life is like so sianz now..
daoed for 3 days.. wtf..
haha just haf to learn to get used to it la...
i am pathetic.. why i become so dependent..shakes head

NESSA!!!!!I FOUND A PINK WHISTLE IN MY SIS'S TOYBOX! haha gonna bring it around with me..
pipipipipipipipipipipipipipipi

actually, i do haf alot of things to write about..but.. i dun want somepeople to know.. blogs are so not safe.. haiz..so in the end my blog become one of those boring blogs tt nessa talks about ->
"today i went shopping and saw two nice skirts.. but i haf enough to only buy one so i was trying to decide..blahblahblah"

friend, you were supposed to be supportive..i really like this person..just because ur own experiences are screwed doesn't mean mine would be.. even if so, i wun mind learning from this mistake on my own...leave me alone.. dun ask me if you are this "friend"..if u think you are, then u are.. get what i mean? maybe close in the past.. but it doesn't mean that this bond will last forever..promises are meant to be broken... when you feel that it is totally not something you believe in anymore... don't make me into someone who talks behind a friend's back.. because on the surface we are friends doesn't mean i feel the friendship anymore..
yes.. you can say i am cruel.. but you made me into this person i am now.. i tried...but i couldn't let u back into my life any more.. because of ur selfishness you left my life unknowingly..but i did feel you disappear...and i was hurt.. now u turned up again, expecting me to take u back... i just can't..in the past, you shut me out .. so i closed my doors too.. and i don't intend to open them to you again..
*I REPEAT! NO ONE IS TO ASK ME WHO THIS FRIEND IS!!!*

tai ke song!~
hahaha as usual, today's meeting with nessa is still as crazy and lame as ever.. hahahaha
were acting like tai meis.. and singing Tai ke song and the whistle thingy.. peepeepeepeepeee!~ lame.. haha then nessie bring her guitar go esply play.. haha..
had fun acting like tai mei and those act cute type of people...
hahahaha

sorry shir! we tot u busy ma..tml we meet again le.. u want come? miss u!!!!!!!!

mehmeh.. dun be sad at work..:) smilez! coz i also sad at sch but still haf to go on lo.. go tw.. should be end of da year la..mehmeh.. i miss u leh!

miss hanging out with lina too..
and jasmine..
and kat and ericia and ..
friends who haf graduated from ny..
and frens from chasing energy...
and pri sch ppl..
and..ENERGY
and MACHI(DA GE!!!!!XIAO PANG(who isn't pang anymore)!!!!KENNY!!!EDWARD!!!LUKE!!!!HIRO!!!!!STAN!!!!DEEEEEEEEEEEEEBO!)i dun miss andrew coz i nv see him b4.. hahaha
and...and...and.. i dun need to say ..

why suddenly miss so many ppl..

I WILL START STUDYING FOR EXAMS!
I WILL NOT SLACK!
I WILL JIA YOU!
I WILL SMACK U IF U ARE LAUGHING AT THIS AND SAYING "yeah right"
I WILL CARRY ALL THE BOOKS UNDER MY DESK AND IN THE BOX UNDER MY DESK BACK HOME AND STUDY
I WILL GIF U DANGEROUS, KILLER LOOK IF U LAUGH AND SAY "haha gif u until next year the books also cannot finish taking all home coz is like a library"
I WILL REALLY BE GRATEFUL TO ANYONE WHO CAN HELP ME BRING MY "LIBRARY" BACK HOME
I WILL AT LEAST PASS HALF THE SUBJECTS..
I WILL STOP GOING OUT
I WILL GET $130 TO GO EG CONCERT
I WILL CRY IF I DO NOT DO SO
I WILL LOVE WHOEVER CAN GIF ME TT(EXCEPTS AH PEKS OR SHIT FACES)
I WILL DETECH MYSELF FROM THE COMPUTER!...NOW!
*ouch*! my fingers were stuck to the keyboard.. when i pull away very pain! hahahaha
I WILL STOP BEING LAME AND BIMBOTIC
BUT I AM LAME...= =
my name is Wu Liao(leow) Ying Jie

sorry shir! we tot u busy ma..tml we meet again le.. u want come? miss u!!!!!!!!

mehmeh.. dun be sad at work..:) smilez! coz i also sad at sch but still haf to go on lo.. go tw.. should be end of da year la..mehmeh.. i miss u leh!

miss hanging out with lina too..
and jasmine..
and kat and ericia and ..
friends who haf graduated from ny..
and frens from chasing energy...
and pri sch ppl..
and..ENERGY
and MACHI(DA GE!!!!!XIAO PANG(who isn't pang anymore)!!!!KENNY!!!EDWARD!!!LUKE!!!!HIRO!!!!!STAN!!!!DEEEEEEEEEEEEEBO!)i dun miss andrew coz i nv see him b4.. hahaha
and...and...and.. i dun need to say ..

why suddenly miss so many ppl..

I WILL START STUDYING FOR EXAMS!
I WILL NOT SLACK!
I WILL JIA YOU!
I WILL SMACK U IF U ARE LAUGHING AT THIS AND SAYING "yeah right"
I WILL CARRY ALL THE BOOKS UNDER MY DESK AND IN THE BOX UNDER MY DESK BACK HOME AND STUDY
I WILL GIF U DANGEROUS, KILLER LOOK IF U LAUGH AND SAY "haha gif u until next year the books also cannot finish taking all home coz is like a library"
I WILL REALLY BE GRATEFUL TO ANYONE WHO CAN HELP ME BRING MY "LIBRARY" BACK HOME
I WILL AT LEAST PASS HALF THE SUBJECTS..
I WILL STOP GOING OUT
I WILL GET $130 TO GO EG CONCERT
I WILL CRY IF I DO NOT DO SO
I WILL LOVE WHOEVER CAN GIF ME TT(EXCEPTS AH PEKS OR SHIT FACES)
I WILL DETECH MYSELF FROM THE COMPUTER!...NOW!
*ouch*! my fingers were stuck to the keyboard.. when i pull away very pain! hahahaha
I WILL STOP BEING LAME AND BIMBOTIC
BUT I AM LAME...= =

*^^* and :( at the same time.. haiz..
why is it so..*ARRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!!* irritating..
my mom is taking my sis to disney land in june.. she doesn't want to take me.. NOT FAIRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
.. she say if go disney land then cannot go taiwan.. :(
so i chose taiwan..
i MUST go Showbiz! and HRC!
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abit of da energy new song.. it's like so cute lo.. have all the words of the previous songs in it...
energy, i really miss you ...
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hao xiang ni baby
qing fang shou zui xun
hao xiang ni baby
ai wu xie ke ji
wo xiang xing si nian jian ding
zai mou nian mou yue mou yi tian you feng kuang de ji yi baby
shou hu zhe ai qing
hao xiang ni baby
gu shi hai yao ji xu
zai zhe li wo zhi xiang shuo
zhe shi wei yi gei ni de ge qu

oh man.. so smart!hahahaha shit la... cannot type in chinese..

no one comez..
i am bored..
mid years coming.. i nv study yet.. i am in deep shit..
shitshitshitshitshit
shit everywhere!!!!!
i see nothing but shit..
u are shit.. i am shit everybody is shit..
school is shit.. books are shit.. teachers are shit..
why am i feeling so shitty? i not in grumpy mood le.. but just feel like saying "shit"
haha
better then saying F..
shit is good.. can be used for fertilizer...
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
i am partially dao-ed
but nvm.. people tired.. at least i think so.. if he nv bluff me...

i want watch energy concert
any kind souls wanna donate money to this poor girl?
now my mind all niunainiunainiunainiunainiunainiunainiunainiunainiunainiunainiunai
or else is dadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadada... or else is milkmilkmilkmilkmilkmilkmilkmilkmilkmilkmilkmilkmilkmilkmilk
or else is still shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit

how i wish i can be for straight forward then what i already am now..
now i am like half half only.. which makes me feel so fake lo.. = =
haha but never mind i know people more fake then me..:P
today went with nessa to eat sushi.. haha buffet.. ate so much.. haha so happy~
then come home dun want eat dinner let me dad scold.. hahahaha
hey, it's not always i get to do this k!
today da,nai,di and wei go back.. so sad.. i nv even see them once this time..
surprisingly i nv feel very sad.. not as sad as when i was being daoed...
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME
yesterday's nkf show was damn boring.. until energy appear..
haha their hand stand thingy was a bit lame la..shuwei's numbers are the ugliest..hahaha
but so proud of da and nai..
WHAT HAPPENED TO SHUWEI'S HAIR?!?! oh man..so ugly.. not i mean to him la.. but.. really lo.. even lina also say..
and ah di's head thingy is so totally ah ma.. hahahabut poor guy.. his back..
milk put on weight.. hmmm.. he and kenneth dun look alike liaoz.. hahaha
but kunda so thin now.. ><
sickening .. in the middle of yong yuan bu shuo zai jian they stupid clock appear and the news.. haha u should have heard me scream.. hahahaha
school's a bore...
why must we study.. what do we study for..
everyone thinks we study to ensure that we haf good future..
to them, good future= money..
is that all?
k.. chem test tomorrow.. go pia...88!!

after reading today's newspaper..

ok~ energy never bluff me.. milk nv bluff me.. kunda nv bluff me.. ahdi nv bluff me.. shuwei nv bluff me.. only that person and toro bluff me.. ..i dunno want to laugh or cry...
:) to energy coz they really nv bluff me..
:( to toro and that someone and to other people who have bluffed me and i haven't found out is who yet..

YAY! energy not going to split.. i love energy!!
= = milk has put on weight.. *ohNO!* but i still love him no matter what..just like how the other milk changed and i still like him.. secretly.. and yet not so secretly coz too many people know liaoz... today i am going to donate $5.40 to nkf.. very little but that's all i can afford.. and i am going to call when energy perform!:)
energy for ever... and ever and ever..
i said it many times before and i will say it again.. i love energy! i will forever support them.. even if one day they should split i will still love them.. remember them forever....they inspire me..

the theme of eg's concert is gonna be :
zai jian xin jia po yan chang hui
GOOD BYE SINGAPORE?!!!!! they bluff us!!!!!!! who said "yong yuan bu shuo zai jian" one?!
who whole day say energy will always be here.. who sang "wo de xin ji fang zai ni shen bian dao wo hui lai de na yi tian si nian ru guo cheng yu shi jian wo jue de da an shi yong yuan.. WO NA SHUO BU CHU KOU DE ZAI JIAN JIU SHI WO DUI NI DE SHI YAN YING WEI RU GUO NI XIANG WEN,AI DUO JIU NA HUI SHI YI WAN NIAN"
I FEEL CHEATED! i feel cheated by so many people..
not only energy..
HE said he won't dao me.. he bluffed.. how am i gonna trust people again?
energy bluff me.. niu nai bluff me.. kunda bluff me.. shuwei bluff me.. ah di bluff me.. toro bluff me very long ago liaoz.. fake niu nai also bluff me.. and i dunno still got how many more others bluffing me...i am the most gullible fool in the world..
i follow my heart rather then my brains.. what did that lead me to?! this rubbish crap shit i am in now..

chem test on tuesday...
physics test on wednesday...
kns.. i die le la... the sch so bian tai one.. aaaaaaarhhhhh!!!!!

still being dao-ed.. i dun care le la..(i'm lying)
nessa nv come tag my board.. mehmeh also.. boohoo!~
this week end is like super boring..

everyday every night i am missing you~~~~~~ wo yong yuan hui ji zhu na pa shen me dou mei you.. bie wang le tai ping yang ling yi bian you ge wo....-energy(MISSING YOU)
haha why the lyrics like any how write one arh..like no link like that.. = =haha but i still like..
hmm i wonder that they will sing tonight at the nkf show... hahahaha i will call and donate when they sing..

ok.. the big problem... HOW TO GET MY CONCERT TIX?!?!?!???????????!!!!!!!
another big problem.. HOW TO GET UNDAO-ED?!?!?!??!?!?!?!AAAAAARRRHHHH!

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someone once told me... there's no such thing as friends..
i used to think she was ridiculous..but now, maybe she's half right...
friends are easy to make...
but those that will stick with you through thick or thin are so rare..
even so, sometimes i dun even trust them..
you won't know if the person closest to you could be doing things behind your back..
if u trust people too much, you may get hurt in the end..
that's what i learnt so far in my life..
there are friends who claim they will always be there..
but that's just talk.. sounds nice only.. but never true..
maybe by saying this i may lose some friends but heck,
i dun care anymore..
i realise i tell too many people too much about myself..too quickly
i trust people too easily..
in the end the people you thought are close to you leave you first..
i think i cannot trust anyone anymore.. even those really close to me..
i dun like being like this..but i really can't help it..
i become more and more suspicious everyday..
i mean, who knows what people do behind ur back..
i know of friends who have met this type of people..
i know there are people like this..
i myself have encountered people like this....
it's not easy to trust people after that..

tix are sellin fast.. and i still nv buy yet.. and no one go with me.. shit man!.. what am i to do now.. oh no oh no oh no!!!!!!!

hey ness.. sorry cannot comment in ur blog.. my comp dun allow me to do so.. just wanna tell u no matter what u do, i will always be behind u k?(unless if u want to kill me la.. hahah but i dun see a reason why hahaha) actually, just do what u want k.. if u feel you should take a break and think things over, then just do it.. dun care what others say la.. dun be like me.. but i am like different case la.. it's not like u dunno my parents..(i mean.. ya.. u dunno la.. but u heard enough) OH AND STOP MAKING ME JEALOUS LA!WAH LAO THAT TESTIMONIAL!

shitshitshitshitshit!!!!!

energy going to hold concert in july.. WHERE AM I GOING TO GET THE MONEY?!!!!!!!!!
i have to go... i really have to... something tells me i must go or i will regret.. oh no.. how.......
have to gooooooooooooooo! shit why did i spend my new year $$ and birthday money on those stupid things?! i should have saved up.. aaaaaarhhhhh!!!!!! the can buy tix immediately le.. see la.. later get lousy seat.......I WANT GO ENERGY CONCERT!!!!!!!!

but you know.. actually... iwould rather choose ____ then energy.. oh no.. what's wrong with me...

blogging.. not really in a mood to blog.. but i know the meh will be very bored if the ham dun blog coz she would have no entertainment!~ hahahahaha.. dun get me wrong.. the ham and the meh are not lovers.. the ham and the meh are food~ to send to india coz there no food(ahem! NOT I SAY INDIA NO FOOD ONE!IS SOME TREE SAY ONE!DUN COME KILL ME) hahaha

lame(makes the 3D loser sign)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGHH!!!! i don't know why this few days feel so lethagic...last week was in bad mood, this week feel tired everyday... most tired and strengthless was ever since...wednesday.. then yesterday went to esply to break with yiwei,pak,orange and clarence.. you know.. was sooooooooooooooooo disappointed i almost cried.. but i couldn't coz if so, i scared people will start asking.. then SOMEONE will surely guess is coz of ____...i mean.. there's nothing in my mind except ____...very easy to guess one lo..
breaking was terrible lo.. coz i cannot even break.. we whole day say "go break..go break" but actually say to sound nice only lo... everybody breaks except us.. we.... only do hand stand.. and baby freeze and shoulder freeze is like so pathetic it couldn't be called breakin.. but i was so tired.. i couldn't even go up to a handstand.. not to mention staying there... i can feel my arms shaking.. then although i always say i fat, people around me say i have become thinner le.. and is not in the good way lo.. i myself think that there's something wrong lo... like.. if i eat, i will eat alot.. if not, i can almost dun eat the whole day.. not healthy at all.. then my bones inside all pain pain.. haiz.. i dunno la... i am growing old... later got brittle bones.. hahahah! then can finally "go breaking" liaoz... break bones... i think i am such a lazy bum...no wonder lao shi always scold.. haha oh! by the way i have a teacher! Mr Liu PT..hahaha!so funny.. he dun want us to call him teacher.. then he will make =.= face...how... i cannot break until after mid years(ok.. i will apologise in advance for lying coz i believe i will still run off to break coz i just want to slack off studying..)..i am going to like totally suck la.. :) GMC people are nice.. thankz!(though they will nv see this coz only nessa,mehmeh,wangyu,yiwei and shir come to my blog)OH! and about the thing we were talking about in the mrt last night, I BELIEVE ME AND YIWEI WILL SUCCEED in making the cap.. hmph~ horrible clarence,sweekeng and teacher so mean.... i will SHOW them! hahahah!!!!!

haiz.. it isn't nice.. it isn't nice at all to be ignored.. for three days le..wow..i think in my whole life, this friendship is the most short-lived la.. maybe it will end here..i am not one to drag..tuo shi jian.. if i want it to be over.. then over it is.. BYE!!! any way i DO know friends who have left and yet came back.. *wink* if not.. then it's not meant to be any way..(mehmeh! u understand?)

energy is coming tomorrow.. and I AM NOT GOING....AGAIN! last time they went to the zoo i also nv go.. dun get me wrong.. i have not lost interest in energy..dun believe just ask the people who have talked to me before.. (*plus ..I STILL DRINK MILK EVERYDAY K!) you people can laugh and say i am crazy or whatever.. but they have really played a big role in my growing up*takes deep breath and let u stupid people laugh first* through energy, i got to know friends whom i really treasure.. though we don't talk much now but i know the friendship's still there.. my machi..nessa,shir,lina.. though the last two hor.. always busy.. but at least shir got come my blog and na got sms.. i love my nessa best la.. though she bully me the most.. but she always makes me laugh and listen to my rubbish even though i know she dun like to.. hahaha because of energy i got to know horrible people too.. but i just take that as an experience to learn from...because of energy i got to know about breaking.. though i am noob...but i still love it.. because of energy i got to know tbc.. because of tbc i got to know stupid Miss Turkey(as in the bird) because of her.. i got to know my mehmeh.. who is another one who listens to my rubbish and calls me in sch when i am bored..the ham and the meh..hahahaha...hey.. i suddenly realised.. it is not their faces that really matter to me now.. it is their spirit and energy.. their strength and their perserverence.. that made me support them for so long.. should they split one day, their spirit will still stay in my heart~ (touched?feel like crying?*gif u tissue*)

ok.. back to the thing that really make me very fan...
WHY LIKE THAT ONE?!?!?!?!?! WHY I KENA DAO-ED?!?!?!WHAT DID I DO!??!?!????AAAAAARGGHHH!!!!..like someone wrong arh?hmph.. (good my skin getting thicker..haha)
wah lao eh.. i everyday talk about milk milk milk.. actually i dun really mean milk lo.. aaaarhh!!! aiyah.. u all dunno one la.. all wun understand.. i go write secret sad poems and songs again.. must fa xie..

wish mehmeh good luck in getting that job!:)
congrats nessa! sch end liaoz..
and congrats to that somemilk(someone) (who won't be seeing this anyway..) for going to start sch on monday le... and yet he is so excited about it.. crazy..
congrats to me for not going to see energy.. (i am crying inside)

oh! i forget to say! yesterday at esply saw horrible person.. he is more horrible than that nic who burps damn loud and is rude.. though he nv burp very loud and isn't very rude la.. but i hate him more.. say i childish la.. then i childish let him see! dunno who whole day act cute arh... whole day say he look like cartoon.. got other people look more like cartoon and they are really cute lo.. not act one... oh wait.. why i nv say out the name arh? not as if i dun dare.. the person is......*drumrolls* larry liu! = =

kk.. i wrote too much today liaoz.. 88!

i am totally siaoz today lo.. haha post so many indian songs.. they are soooooooo nice!!!!! esp suraj hua maddam!!! the translation soooooooooo sweet lo.. wah lao.. so nice... haha you know me and zhuojing (pigu) dun listen in class, keep trying to sing indian songs.. hahaha
i am so useless coz i cannot stop myself from smsing.. - - hahaha

i am soooo useless.. haiz...

ugly clothes+bad dancing+bad attitude+lousy singing+look like shit+old men= 5566!!!!!
only thing i think is good about 5566 is that their songs are nice.. and that is not coz of them.. it's coz they have good song writers= =
haha watching nkf charity show now.. dunno lo.. it's like.. why all those prizes?we do charity for the sake of doing charity.. not for the sake of prizes.. what does this reflect? that singaporeans only do charity for prizes?
oh.. and i said this last year.. and i am going to say this again... those fans.. booking maxi cabs to chase the idols around singapore.. i know i used to do that.. but i have changed.. why don't they use the money to donate.. a waste of money i say...

haha not i biased.. but i still wanna say this:
cute guys+good dancing+good attitude+good voice(ahdi and shuwei)+good rapping(milk and kunda)+not so ugly clothes= ENERGY!
hmph.. compare to the equation on top... haha
sometimes life just isn't fair... why energy have to split so soon when the more idiot bands are still going on.. not fair.. totally not fair.. like why i...............

some people... say bad things about me.. still come to my blog.. please get lost.. i never even talk to you anymore.. so i dun think u are a friend.. get lost...please stop being an irritant to us...thank you...

haiz.. i really regret... why treat people so nice lo.. when they dun care.. maybe i should sit down and rethink my priorities..there are people who really care(very few la.. but i know they are there) and i have been negleting them... and then there are some others i like so much but they dun even care.. i really thought wrong lo.. haiz.. what stupid crap about pisces being intuitive... tsk.. it's either all crap.. or i am just the odd one out lo.. always like the wrong people...

haha yiwei... that one abit the impossible la.... hahah
ness.. i got read ur entries lo.. even if not all at least got read one... hahaha that monkey entry... and that wierd entry with the funny guy-who-look-like-girl
meh.......meh.........
shane... wow u finally remember i have a blog arh

i.......wan....to ........ die..... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHH!!!!!!
*kettle sound* (shir can make this the best)haha...
how................................... i dunno how... aaaaaaaaarhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to nessa:i leave shit in your blog?~hahahaha ey...but really....i cannot find ur tag board... = =
as proof thet i have been to your blog,i can say that there is this really cute inuyasha pic in it... hahaha
oooooooooo inuyashaaaaaaa~~~~
yess my nessa very nice to me.. (except when she used to bully me :x) i still love my machi_sg sistas.....miss them all

to shir: why pluck teeth?~ must "ren" the pain o!~ haha "bo geh" shir~ shir i miss yaaaaa!!!

to meh: yeah! the ham and the meh are the strongest~ mehmeh............. :~( (only mehmeh strong hamham lousy...) ham ham still crying... thankz mehmeh.. mehmeh is like a nice da jiejie~ :)

haiz..
i should feel happy now.. but sadly, i'm not..
:) whateva.. ^^ still must thank pak~ haha thankz 4 teachin us hand stand and let us get over our fear of falling~ haha falling is fun now~ hahaha

ok.. now to the unhappy part...
i realised that at this age.. maybe it's more difficult to make friends who will stick with u for long lo.. slowly all of them will leave or just dun contact you anymore..i mean.. i know there are cases when u really have to let go la.. and i can do that(yeah..mehmeh..you are not alone u know..i also have same problem as u ma..).. even if it hurts alot.. but no matter what, there will still be feelings one ma..but one day..the pain will go away and hopefully i will be stronger... i will cry less... think less..
i thought this will be different.. maybe.. maybe.....
but i thought wrong.. nevermind... i am strong.. i'll get over it...i hope...

mid years coming soon.. why am i not studying!!!!!! i hate myself... feel as useless a the ah bengs who i deemed as "waste of the world's resources"... sometimes i wish that a tsunami would come and wash me away.. one less useless being on earth... and when that happens, no one will care also..coz i haf been grumpy and not fun this few days..:( people will wish i am gone

i dun like norbin anymore so i am not afraid to write it here le..why some people still dun believe me.. i just want to scream "i dun like him i like........u"

i dun like somebody coz he look like niunai.....infact...ya.. yiwei is kinda right...i like niunai again coz of that person...
why i let myself like someone so soon...
but i really like..:(
miserable..

nessa!shir!mehmeh! thankz!~ i can't reply in my tag board.. dunno why nothing appears one..
nessa! i want to see your fats too! hahahahaha~~
hi shir.. miss ya.. i want my magazines!!!!
mehmeh.......................................................~~~good luck in finding ur job~

:'( been cryin since 6+... i don't know why....
I HATE PERIODS!!!!!!!

haha read yesterday's posts.. haha really damn siaoz..:P
today feeling better liaoz
tomorrow got geog test..:x on Settlements.. so sianz..

haiz.. people think i am crazy... but i am crazy~~*laughs like a maniac*
i think i am going crazy coz dada and niuniu coming soon~i miss them so much!!!!
energy is coming~to town~~~*sings*

nobody likes me every body hates me i want to eat some worms~x2 (flo teach me this song one)

i am crazyyyyyyy
i want energy
i feel like screaming at the sea..
but there's no one to accompany meeeeeeee(haha this one is stupid... i just anyhow put to rhyme)
i wanna go breaking~
but it would send the pad flying (i dun care lo.. this is my blog... if u feel erxin then dun read..:x)
and people will say "hey come and look"
at this stupid noob~
ooh why is niu nai so cute?
and 5566 can make u puke(ahahahahahaha)
kundada is so cool
5566 can go eat poo
the other two i don't really care..
just leave them there~

.. ok.. i am a total nutcase..
no one cares lo.. everyone no msg me.. i am so poor thing..all alone.... only my mehmeh coreen call me :( then my mom make me put down the phone.. so i am alone again.. then i just stare at the wall.. if only the wall can talk to me.. or the computer.. or maybe my textbooks so i noneed to read..just ask it to read itself to me.. or maybe.......dolly with big head.. i am so miserable~~now i know why weewee always say alot of rubbish liaoz..:( but weewee also no contact me.. i miss nessa now coz i want her to say funny lame things so i can laugh.. haiz..
i am really mad.. i should go sleep horh?
.......AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!
I HATE THIS TIME OF EVERY MONTH! ASK IT TO GO AWAY!*go dig out linkin park cd*

people!if u dun feel like reading crap, dun read today's entry!
unless u wanna hear me grump around..and see some stupid things i write when i am DMS-ing..

yay! xiao gang got come online today~^^
today someone very nice~ but hor, i nv tell tt someone tt he very nice:( but he should know hor..
:D
haiz.. so fed up with fake ppl..some ppl hor.. go around telling ppl tt i childish le.. knn.. if want to say bad things about me SAY TO MY FACE.. wah lao u ask the person, he dun dare reply lo! hum ji.. go to hell la.. dunno is who childish arh! twenty something act like 5 yr old..

when i laugh, i dun care how loud
when i am angry, i dun care how loud i shout or where i am
when i cry, i dun care if anyone sees...
when i hate you, i tell you to your face
really, i dun care de lo..
but when i like someone, everything's different..
i hate it..
that's when i totally change.. :(
and i dun like it one bit..
y do ppl like quiet,demure,cute,gentle girls= = tt's so :P lo..

sorry.. in a DMS-y(ppl PMS, but i PMS,D(during)MS and A(after)MS lo!) mood

I WANT ICE CREAM AGAIN! but i know i will puke if i eat.
i want to puke out alot of things i eat lo.. dunno why..
go be vegetarian like ness le la!:(

i hate waiting..........................

:( i am a big fat grump todayyyyyyyy~
i am crazy~
i lost my mind
left it somewhere behind~
this is such a stupid rhyme
i am wasting my timeeee~~~~

siaoz...= =

maybe tomorrow i will do another "i am not going to talk til......"

oh! and one more grump..
NO ONE COMES TO TAG...no one comes to read my blogggggggggg~
am i that boring?:/

yay! today i went the the whole day in sch with out talking! haha!~
oh! and during lunch period i was on msn when i saw xiao gang online!!!!! AAAAAAARHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!XIAO GANGGGGGGGG!!!bboyiceeeeeeeeee!~ haha he say he just got home from school.. :) he still so friendly and cuuuuuute~~ then he still learning english then he ask me to correct his mistakes= = cute la he.. heehee left tbc le..so now tbc only got a bunch on idiots left inside coz choco and ice also gone liaoz.. pathetic.. :) hope gang comes online again tomorrow~

today is my sis b'day~ happie b'day zhiyin!!!

haiz.. but i abit sad coz ppl no sms me:(

die la.. here i go again.. just forget about ______ then now like another one liaoz... :x
haiz.. i dunno la.. yay energy come next next week~ should i go? hmmm..